Today marks one year since I last self-harmed. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. Am I supposed to feel proud and happy that I chose not to hurt myself? Hurting myself shouldn’t even be an option.
I know I haven’t written anything in a while. I’ve just been really busy with school. Here’s what I’ve been up to.
I wanted to share with you some of my childhood memories. I’m a 90’s kid that grew up in Compton, California. In order to talk about my childhood, I had to look at some really old photos to jog my memory. Enjoy! Continue reading “A Walk Down Memory Lane”
I haven’t been myself lately. I’ve had some time off from school and it’s been really nice to just relax. But having all of this free time for myself is bad for me. Yes, it allows me to relax, but at the same time, it makes me lose my purpose. I think I lost my purpose a while ago. I honestly don’t know why I keep trying to push forward anymore. What’s my purpose? Did I have one at all? Nothing I do feels right anymore. I still feel lost. I still feel like I don’t belong in this world. I keep questioning myself on what I like and I never know the answer. There’s just so much going on in my mind right now.
Religion is something that I don’t feel comfortable talking about, but I feel like I should talk about my beliefs.
Hello Everyone! I would like to wish a Happy Mother’s Day to all the Moms out there! Let’s not forget the Dad’s that have to take the “Mom” role. You guys rock!
Lost. Sadness. Anxiousness. Worthless. Unimportant. Hurt. Emptiness. Disappointment. Anger. Worthless. Stuck. Invisible.
I’ve been feeling lots of emotions these past few weeks. It mostly has to do with something that’s been happening these past few weeks.