Posted in Alive, Always Keep Fighting, Anxiety, Depression, Help, Hope, Self-Harm, To Write Love On Her Arms

I’m Still Here

Today marks one year since I last self-harmed. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. Am I supposed to feel proud and happy that I chose not to hurt myself? Hurting myself shouldn’t even be an option.

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Finding My Way Back To The Light

I haven’t been myself lately. I’ve had some time off from school and it’s been really nice to just relax. But having all of this free time for myself is bad for me. Yes, it allows me to relax, but at the same time, it makes me lose my purpose. I think I lost my purpose a while ago. I honestly don’t know why I keep trying to push forward anymore. What’s my purpose? Did I have one at all? Nothing I do feels right anymore. I still feel lost. I still feel like I don’t belong in this world. I keep questioning myself on what I like and I never know the answer. There’s just so much going on in my mind right now.

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Be True To You

I’ve been feeling really lost for a while. I’ve been trying to figure out what to do next in my life. I started thinking a lot about my past and my future. I’ve been thinking about the person I used to be and how much I have changed. I thought about what my past self say to my situation right now. This is what I would say . . .

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Posted in 2016, Alive, AlwayKeepFighting, Anxiety, Best Friends, Depression, First Love, Friends, Friendships, Help, Hope, Writer

Following Your Heart

I’m going to be incredibly honest in this post. These are some of my thoughts that I’ve been having lately. Just a heads up, it’s not very positive.

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Do you believe in second chances?

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Posted in 2016, AlwayKeepFighting, Angels, Conventions, Danneel Ackles, Demons, Depression, Fan Fiction, Fandoms, Fans, First Love, Friends, Friendships, Genevieve Padalecki, Gilmore Girls, Help, Hope, Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, Kindness, Mark Sheppard, Misha Collins, Music, One Tree Hill, Positive Thoughts, Sarah Louise Sheppard, Strangers, Supernatural, Supernatural Cast, Supernatural Fandom, Ten Inch Hero, Victoria Vantoch, Writer

My Supernatural Obsession



As most of you know, I am obsessed with the show, Supernatural. If you don’t know anything about this show, I really recommend you watch it because the following information on here probably won’t make any sense.

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Posted in 2016, Alive, Friends, Friendships, Help, Hope, New Year, Positive Thought, Supernatural, Trent Shelton, Writer

Welcome 2016!

Hello everyone! I wanted to post real quickly on here to wish everyone a Happy New Year and share some of my thoughts for the new year.
If you’ve been keeping up with my blog you know that I haven’t been in a good place lately. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my life. My bad mood has made me realize that I’m not happy with the life that I’m living. I’ve been trying to figure out what I want to do with my life and how to change it.
These past few weeks have been bad for me. I’ve honestly never felt more alone. I’ve been having a hard time trusting people. I’m having a hard time believing the nice things people tell me. The only way for me to believe anything people say anymore is if they actually show me that they care. Anyone can say “I love you,” but unless you actually show me, I won’t believe you.

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