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I’m Still Here

Today marks one year since I last self-harmed. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. Am I supposed to feel proud and happy that I chose not to hurt myself? Hurting myself shouldn’t even be an option.

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I’m Still Here. Breathing. Fighting.

“You’re alive. That means you have infinite potential. You can do anything, make anything, dream anything.” – Neil Gaiman

Yesterday I kept reminding myself that I’m still breathing. I’m still here fighting this battle. Yeah, it sucks that I have to fight this battle alone, but it is okay.

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Be True To You

I’ve been feeling really lost for a while. I’ve been trying to figure out what to do next in my life. I started thinking a lot about my past and my future. I’ve been thinking about the person I used to be and how much I have changed. I thought about what my past self say to my situation right now. This is what I would say . . .

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To Whom it May Concern

I’ve been feeling very weird lately. My mind is filled with mixed emotions and I can’t control them. I feel empty, lost, sad, anxious, and confused. My mind feels like a puzzle and I can’t figure out how to solve it. I’ve been like this for the past three weeks now.

Do you ever get that feeling like your mind is just on red alert? You know. . .
“Panic. You open your mouth. Open it so wide your jaws creak. You order your lungs to draw air, NOW, you need air, need it NOW. But your airways ignore you. They collapse, tighten, squeeze, and suddenly you’re breathing through a drinking straw. Your mouth closes and your lips purse and all you can manage is a croak. Your hands wriggle and shake. Somewhere a dam has cracked open and a flood of cold sweat spills, drenches your body. You want to scream. You would if you could. But you have to breathe to scream. Panic.” —Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner

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My Story Behind Always Keep Fighting!

Lately I’ve been looking through my journals and most of it consists of heartbreak, loneliness, depression, anxiety, self-harming, bad friendships, and quotes. As you know, writing is something that’s been helping me deal with my emotions throughout the years. I’m here to share some of the stuff that I’ve written in my journal in the past.

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From Best Friends to Strangers

Is there someone in your life that you’ve spend so much of your time with? Someone who understands you. Someone who you can be a complete weirdo with. Someone that can immediately make your day better.
Do you have a friend like this? What about a best friend? How about a best friend that you were so close with that you developed feelings for?

A few years back I had a friend that I used to spend all of my time with and we used to do everything together. We just clicked! Their friendship is one of those that I thought would last a long time. Unfortunately, our friendship ended, because of my lack of communication.

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