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I’m Still Here

Today marks one year since I last self-harmed. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. Am I supposed to feel proud and happy that I chose not to hurt myself? Hurting myself shouldn’t even be an option.

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I’m Still Here. Breathing. Fighting.

“You’re alive. That means you have infinite potential. You can do anything, make anything, dream anything.” – Neil Gaiman

Yesterday I kept reminding myself that I’m still breathing. I’m still here fighting this battle. Yeah, it sucks that I have to fight this battle alone, but it is okay.

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I Feel Good As Hell!

“Good as Hell” by Paul Rey

Lately I’ve been focusing on myself and finding the value of my self-worth. I am starting to finally realize how much I am worth. For the first time in a long time, I am actually putting myself first! I can actually visualize myself having a future.

Now, this doesn’t mean that my depression and anxiety is fixed. I’m still a work in progress. I’m still having doubts and insecurities. I still have dark moments. However, this post is just me acknowledging the fact that I am ALIVE!! I’m FINALLY starting to have HOPE for the future!!

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